goals
Written on April 21, 2010
I could just say my main goal is to lose at least 20 pounds, but that is easier said than done. What I really want is for a lot of little things to happen as a result of losing 5 lbs here and 10 lbs there. So here is a list of what I would love to accomplish within the next 6 months:
1. No more front butt!
When I was little I remember seeing a woman in the grocery store wearing brown polyester slacks (it was the 70’s) She was a B I G woman and her pants were not very forgiving. Where her lower belly should have been situated in the front of her pants, was now split up the center by a polyester seam. It was the first front butt I had ever seen, and obviously it made an impression on me. I am still tortured by the memories, the image is still burned on my brain!
2. I want my lap back!
When you sit down, does your lower stomach sit on the tops of your legs? Mine does. s i g h.
3. Wardrobe malfunctions be gone!
There is nothing worse than buying a new shirt in a size up from your normal size, and it doesn’t fit. Other than maybe when you put on your favorite pair of jeans and not being able to button them anymore. Now days I find myself squatting in every pair of jeans before leaving the house hoping for them to stretch out…the muffin top is out of control.
4. Where did my feet go?
Id like to be able to see my feet in the shower, I miss them. And why is it so hard to breathe when I tie my shoes? I find myself holding my breath so I can friggin bend over!
5. I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty and witty and bright…oh wait, no I don’t.
I don’t feel attractive in any way, shape or form. I am disgusting. I know this because I have seen myself naked in the mirror; not something I would recommend to anyone. Its scary, look away. I want to bring sexy back, and I want it now!
6. Most importantly:
I want my confidence back. I want my self esteem back. I want to feel good about myself.
So there you have it. That’s not too much to work towards is it?
Recently I heard a quote that I love “I am the master of my fate, I am the Captain of my soul.“
This begins my journey…..
Captains log; Star date 2010/04/21
2.6 miles on the treadmill last night.
Today: whole Milk, banana, hard boiled egg, veggie soup with a tortilla, lots of water and peanuts. Sushi for dinner.
2.15 miles on the treadmill- (and a really great Oprah show today)
Day two of the Slim Quick Cleanse, 5 more days to go.
Still a fat ass…
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