fat fat fat…and I dont mean the ph kind

I stepped on the scales again for the first time in a few months and it really made me depressed.

On the wall in front of the scale is a chart left over from the last time I tried to lose weight.  The line starts at 139 and wiggles its way through the grid down to 135.  Boy do I wish I really weighed 135 today…I weigh even more now than when I first started that chart!  Since losing that 4 whole pounds back in November- I have since gained those 4 pounds back, and added 6 more to top it off.

Ugh.

I weigh 145!!! How did that happen? This is the most I have weighed…EVER.

I can hardly fit in my work clothes, and struggle to look at myself in the mirror.  This is bad. BAD!

So…here is the plan. I joined the gym on Thursday of last week- I’ve gone  only twice, but I walk my dog through the neighborhood every morning and evening.  I have to work out every day.  I started a low carb diet again, it seemed to work the last time I tried it.  And I started here with the Self Challenge today.  I want to lose 20 pounds.

Its a start.  If you don’t start somewhere, nothing will ever get better right?

See you tomorrow…taking my fat ass to bed.

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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. jenni