other side of life

I love the writing on this show

“The dream is this: That we’ll finally be happy when we reach our goals. Find the guy, finish our internship- that’s the dream. Then we get there and if we’re human we immediately start dreaming of something else. Because if this is the dream…then we’d like to wake up…Now Please.

At some point maybe we accept the dream has become a nightmare. We tell ourselves the reality is better. We convince ourselves its better that we never dream at all. But the strongest of us, the most determined of us: we hold onto the dream. Or we find ourselves faced with a fresh dream we never considered. We awake to find ourselves against all odds, feeling hopeful. And if we’re really lucky we realise in the face of everything, in the face of life- The true dream is being able to dream at all. ”

-Grey’s Anatomy season 3 episode 22

This reminded me so much of my past…where I used to be…but I held onto my dream! Luckily I never really let go of it, although I will admit I had convinced myself that reality was better than my dream…and thats when I officially lost myself. I am so happy that I never let go of it….so happy that I have found myself again.

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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. jenni