dammit Meredith

“As Interns we know what we want- to become surgeons, and we’ll do anything to get there. Suffer through killer exams, endure one-hundred hour weeks, stand for hours on end in operating rooms. You name it, we’ll do it. The tough part though, is reconciling this huge thing we want- to be surgeons- with everything else we want.Too often the thing you want most is the one thing you cant have. Desire leaves us heartbroken. It wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are the people who don’t know what they want. “

My mother used to watch soap operas. Every day she would record them on our 1980something VCR and on weekends we would watch them all at once. In the summertime we would dedicate time away from real life to sit down every day and watch them. Usually it was in her bedroom in her bed; all three of us girls tucked under the covers watching Days of Our Lives and Another World. It was our daily escape from reality.

I never imagined I would end up watching a show that could ever compare to those shows. Until I saw the first episode of Grey’s Anatomy. Seriously.

Not to ruin it for anyone who isn’t caught up to season three…but for the love of god Meredith! I knew it. I knew McDreamy would end up disappointing her in the long run. I watched tonight and I felt like her older sister. I heard myself saying “Oh Meredith…get out of there. Just leave…go Meredith! Just go!” I knew it was going to happen. Dammit! She should have just stayed with the vet. Or better yet- ALONE….DAMMIT!

Stupid McDreamy. Ive cried way too much over him. He isn’t even worth it. He was only in it for the career? What a jerk. Poor Meredith. She was even staring to break her walls down for him- communicating more than she ever was…. And then he decides all of a sudden, that she was trouble. Jerk. Seriously. I hate him now, its official.

Seriously!

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